When we know ourselves better, we are more closer to our God."

"And I am always interested to unravel the mystery of our body, that we haven't come across it. Still, many structures in the body remain mysterious,"

Tiba-tiba Dr. M berhenti.

" So, what do you think? Why we need to study all those things?" 

Dr. M mula bersuara , jarinya terarah ke arah slide di hadapan sambil mengangkat kening. Suasana sunyi. Sesunyi bunyi angin pun boleh dengar dengan jelas.

Semua diam. Masing-masing pandang sesama sendiri.

" Anyone?"

Seseorang mengangkat tangan.

 "To know which processes are running and who own the process? "

"Okay..anyone else?"

Seorang lagi perempuan berbaju hitam di hujung mengangkat tangan.

"By better understanding how it works in relation to the physical aspects, we often able to devise more effective treatment methods."

Macam-macam lah jawapan yang diberi. Saya masih berfikir, tidak mengangkat tangan. Sesekali angguk sahaja mendengar jawapan dari orang lain. Selesai semua, Dr. M bersuara.

"Okay, everyone is right. But simple answer from me, because we are human beings. To know ourselves first. When we know ourselves better, we are more closer to our God."

Tersentak saya. Allahurabbi, betapa lah sebenarnya semuanya membawa kita kembali kepada Allah. 

Lepas tu sambung bincang lagi. Rupa-rupanya , banyak organ dalam tubuh kita ni tak pernah berhenti bekerja. Sensory organ kita tak berhenti bekerja walaupun kita tengah tidur. Tengok macam mana Allah jaga kita.

Betullah, sodium, potassium, chloride, semuanya Allah jaga. Berubah bacaan 0.1, sakit teruk, muntah, kejang, sampai boleh pengsan dan mati terus. Kalau satu saraf rosak, boleh serabut satu badan. Kacau optic nerve, boleh sampai buta. Tu belum kacau vascular system lagi.

Saya diam. Muhasabah diri. Selalu begitu, buat revision pun boleh mengalir air mata, sebab terasa sangat dengan kebesaran Allah tu. Rasa betapa kerdilnya diri kita ini.

The more we studied, the more we keep thinking about Him. The more we admit as His hamba, His abid, the more we want to struggle for the sake of Him, the more we want to give very best for His sake 

Despite the never ending studying, memorizing, the never- enough-sleep, the over-consumption of caffeine, praying for us, it's nothing more than help us to strengthen our faith in Him. 

That our time and energy spent will be filled with barakah, most importantly. 

Shall we?

Insya Allah.:)